My heart is still and this indescribable emotion sweeps up in waves and threatens to spill over as tears. I wish it would stop; this overwhelming sensation that comes every so often nowadays is going to be more than I can take. I have been an emotional wreck as of late, crying incessantly over no reason in particular. Hormones overdrive perhaps. I just hope things look up soon, though this is an unlikely notion with the pretext of school darkly looming over me and drawing closer as each minute passes. First day of school blues. I do hate such awkward events where our insecurities resurface and traps our mind with fear of rejection and unpopularity, which is superficial but inevitable. How hard it is to be comfortable with solitude amidst a crowd of competitive people. I myself simply would like to find a small but comfortable group of friends and settle down happily; these simply joys are underrated and worth much more than it seems nowadays.