hello you. five more days to end of exams! i seriously cant wait, arghhh. but despite my never ending complaints to the poor people who have to tolerate me, i actually dont mind having this extra week when everyone has ended already, because i know how badly i need it. i still havent properly finished any of my paper 5 books, esp LDJ which im barely halfway through. and for paper 3 i have two days to finish BNW and heart of darkness (OMFG). so yes, everything is pretty screwed and i keep having premonitions that im going to get BDD or BDE or something.
i dont know what im going to do if i do badly, but i know that i really do NOT want to retake my A levels. no way im going to go through one more year of this shit. if things really work out bad ill just have to bear with the humiliation and self disappointment, and take off to somewhere halfway decent overseas. and i honestly do not believe that im going to fail in life just because of grades, it just makes things harder but i promise to get there someday.
okay to cheer myself up abit, friday = haircut with grace, meetup with wonus (!!) and maybe clubbing with the girls. i can wait!
Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; dont walk behind me , I may not lead; walk beside me and just be my friend - Albert Camus