i think this is how we all feel sometimes. pent, choked up emotions, with tears stinging and threatening to overflow as you squeeze your eyes shut to try to hold them back. the overwhelming loneliness that consumes you and forces you down to the bottom of this dark hollow pit where you dont think you can ever get out. the desperate, noiseless screaming inside of you, clawing at this emptiness which you cannot quite reach, yet cannot quite escape from.

thats not how i feel right now, but i like this picture anyway. right now i feel weary and washed out by failure, as i have time and time again. though the cause of it all is of course, myself. but as each tide violently sweeps over me and threatens to push me down, my strength and determination to stand firm seems to get eroded away slowly as well, bit by bit, piece by piece, and im afraid that one day ill just fall and follow the tide, and get swept away as well.

p.s. i have a tagboard ppl, so tag. or a haloscan. or whatever its called.