My heart is still and this indescribable emotion sweeps up in waves and threatens to spill over as tears. I wish it would stop; this overwhelming sensation that comes every so often nowadays is going to be more than I can take. I have been an emotional wreck as of late, crying incessantly over no reason in particular. Hormones overdrive perhaps. I just hope things look up soon, though this is an unlikely notion with the pretext of school darkly looming over me and drawing closer as each minute passes. First day of school blues. I do hate such awkward events where our insecurities resurface and traps our mind with fear of rejection and unpopularity, which is superficial but inevitable. How hard it is to be comfortable with solitude amidst a crowd of competitive people. I myself simply would like to find a small but comfortable group of friends and settle down happily; these simply joys are underrated and worth much more than it seems nowadays.
from bitsandpieces1.blogspot.com:
these are excuse notes from parents (with their original spelling) collected by schools from all over the country, amazingly funny:
1) My son is under a doctor's care and should not take P.E. today. Please execute him.
2) Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick and I had her shot.
3) Dear School: Please exscuse John being absent on Jan. 28, 29,30, 31, 32, and also 33.
4) Please excuse Gloria from Jim today. She is administrating.
5) Please excuse Roland from P.E. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip.
6) John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face.
7) Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part.
8) Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins.
9) Chris will not be in school cus he has an acre in his side.
10) Please excuse Ray Friday from school. He has very loose vowels.
11) Please excuse Pedro from being absent yesterday. He had diahre dyrea direathe the runs.
12) Please excuse Burma, she has been sick and under the doctor.
13) Irving was absent yesterday because he missed his bust.
14) Please excuse Jimmy for being. It was his father s fault.
15) I kept Billie home because she had to go Christmas shopping because I don t know what size she wears.
16) Please excuse Jennifer for missing school yesterday. We forgot to get the Sunday paper off the porch, and when we found it Monday, we thought it was Sunday.
17) Sally won t be in school a week from Friday. We have to attend her funeral.
18) My daughter was absent yesterday because she was tired. She spent a weekend with the Marines.
19) Please excuse Jason for being absent yesterday. He had a cold and could not breed well.
20) Please excuse Mary for being absent yesterday. She was in bed with gramps.
21) Maryann was absent December 11-16, because she had a fever, sore throat, headache and upset stomach. Her sister was also sick, fever and sore throat, her brother had a low grade fever and ached all over. I wasn t the best either, sore throat and fever. There must be something going around, her father even got hot last night.
22) Please excuse little Jimmy for not being in school yesterday. His father is gone and I could not get him ready because I was in bed with the doctor.
you still take my breath away
I heard that you were home again, but you don't look like your back to me
With your focuses changing your gaze is transfixed on a point that I can't often see
You've got your new ties, I've got my old knots, you've got your inside lines
But your never happy with what you've got
Careful now,
You're so beautiful
When you've convinced yourself
That no one else is quite as beautiful
I heard that you were living well, but you don't look like your living to me
Though the sparkle is gone, the smile is in place so that everyone watching can see
You've got them all convinced, but I know it so well
That you could list your friends, but you can't count on them
Hold it now
You've got everyone convinced that your alright
When no one else is quite as vulnerable
To see you when I wake up
is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said,
I miss you.
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again,
whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
and I miss you.
to all those that have been anxiously waiting with bated breath for my decision (which im sure every single one of you has, hur), ive decided to stay in singapore. not exactly ecstatic about the choice, but i shall make do and make the best out of it. the plus side is that i get a new car and a new house; ive already planned how to decorate my room. haha.
the last thing i want now is relationship problems.
put me on a plane and fly me to anywhere